I'm so sorry you feel so f'ing lousy, Bobby (((HUGS)))

I should probably keep my mouth shut, but I'm not going to...
I think you should tell your pdoc you want to stop taking the Depakote. You are clearly doing WORSE since you started taking it. 6 weeks is a long enough trial. I think it's time to try something different (((HUGS)))

I hope you have a nice time with Cecilia today,
And I hope you feel better