I'm thrilled to hear that your stomach is feeling better!!!

I don't blame you for being so anxious right now. I would obsess about the Depakote situation, too. The mental healthcare you receive is important, and it starts with a good pdoc that you trust, have faith in, and are comfortable with. And right now, you're stuck on a med that you feel terrible on, and have no idea what comes next because you don't know your pdoc well (((HUGS)))

We will be waiting with you until you see her on Wednesday to see what she has to say and wants to do. I think it's good that you are doing your research about pdocs, but don't jump ship just yet

I'm glad that you are listening to music. Are you reading the books you are buying?