That's the issue. The brain injury group I was going to meets at inconvenient times for me. I was seeing a neuropsychologist (because of the nature of my injury that's what they want me to see.) Honestly, they need someone who has had a brain injury so they actually understand what's happening. Anyway, I stopped seeing her because I saw no improvement. I don't want any more medication. It's easier to ask me what I don't take.

I do find some enjoyment from my grandchildren (12 yo twin boys, 7 yo girl.) They both are such incredibly gifted athletes. I'm told not to think of what I could do but what I do now. It's hard when I watch one of their events and the only thing I'm good at now is falling over.

I feel like my wife and I are just roommates. She hasn't touched me "that way" in 10 years. I'm going nuts. If I could get better (at least stand for more than 30 seconds)

I was General Counsel and Board Secretary when this started and now everyone treats me like a drooling idiot.