I am jumping out of my skin. I just took a bath and am making peppermint tea.
I am so stressed out that my stomach is beginning to hurt again. the antidepressant isn't working. I won't get on the scale. I am afraid I have gained at least ten pounds if not more. I am so furious at myself. I am having trouble reading. At least I threw out the garbage. I have been praying to God for help.
Stella and Cecilia have gone away for the weekend. My friend Zeynep just called. Her ex husband was dying. He was 96. I hadn't spoken to her in a few weeks. He just died. He knew her since she was 17. I told her I want to take her out for lunch. The funeral is in Connecticut