Does your monitor have a memory function on it to save some of the readings? Sometimes there's a button you can push to save abnormal readings, so you can bring the monitor in and show it to the doctor.

Anxiety is definitely a problem, but the readings you are listing are way too high, Bobby. Like you, I hope that your PCP will adjust your medication in some way. I think he will

Did you have an EKG at the walk-in clinic?

I'm so sorry that you are so depressed and are just laying in bed now (((HUGS)))
And I'm sorry about the bad stress dreams that you are having.

I hope that you will make an appointment with your old pdoc soon. You need to be seen by somebody soon so you can start feeling a little better.
I was wondering... are you still taking the Risperdal? Or are you only taking your antidepressant and Klonopin for psych meds?