Thank you Bizi You are too kind.... I have always considered myself a coward

I do not what exactly life wants from me.... it keeps throwing me rocks you know...
I wanted to go to Las Vegas, I think I told you... well, apparently there is no time for my aunt to get her VISA and I cant picture myself alone there.... Oh well.... I tried I guess....

Im tired.... every time I try to do something, I fail... I AM AN EFFING FAILURE. When will things star going well for me.