Made a post yesterday about smashing my head which you can find in my history

Went to the er last night, doctor said she thought it would be ok but might make my post concussion syndrome temporarily worse which I think I’m experiencing as well as soreness on the top of my head where it hit. She said to take a few days off. So I guess overall it might be ok but I’m not sure, this is literally my biggest nightmare come true since I have serious health anxiety regarding brain trauma

This is a really rough and devastating time in my life, all may be lost but I’m doing everything I can to hold on to a little bit of hope and not let myself become entirely consumed by the darkness. It’s rough, I have no idea how life will keep going or how I’ll ever be able to move forward so all I can really do is take things minute by minute