I called my father yesterday to check up on him and say hi. He wished me a Happy Thanksgiving When I told him it was the 4th of July, he said he guessed he was having a bad start to the day. Then I told him it was 3 in the afternoon. He said he is still sleeping all day, is very weak and can't feel his legs or feet. At least he is using a walker now. He has not been out of his house, which only has three stairs as an entrance/exit, since he came back from Florida in late March. I can't tell him or ask him to go to the doctor because he'll get PO'ed and hang up on me. He's a stubborn SOB. So, there's nothing I can do...

I don't know how my brother's doing right now. The last I heard, his pdoc put him on Trileptal and he was coming down from his manic episode, but he had a lot of anxiety, and she wasn't going to give him anything for it yet. I've stopped texting him because in all the texting we've done, and it's been A LOT, he hasn't asked ONCE how I've been doing, so I figured F*** him, but I will have to let him know about the call with my father.

I swept and swiftered the bathroom floor yesterday. I would have liked to have gotten to the kitchen floor, but I ran out of solution for the swifter mop. I didn't do any other cleaning, or cross anything else off my to-do list. I took a 3 1/2 hour nap in the afternoon.

I want to do a million things today, including grocery shopping, but I don't know how much I'll get around to doing. I don't want to run myself into the ground...
I may just put the grocery shopping off until tomorrow because I have a chicken pie in the freezer. IDK. I will make a list and see what can be done today, or put off until tomorrow or Monday. We absolutely have to do the laundry Sunday.