Bizi,
I'm so glad that you are going to reach out to your pdoc (((HUGS)))
You are just not yourself right now. The hypomania is making it harder to make good choices and control some of your behavior
I think once you can break this episode, you can start getting a handle on some of the things that are important to you like your drinking and your dieting (((HUGS)))
I hope you can catch up on some sleep tonight