Hi, Blue,


The current neighborhood feels too weird & perhaps toxic.

Can you contact groups (on-line/ over the phone/ in person)
that will help you connect to your needs?

Here's one: (ignore the spacing -- the spaces are there to keep this site from
deleting my link:
meet up .org


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Or volunteer over the phone. Or request that a volunteer visit you once a week.

Or find a painting or photography class on T.V. or online -- or anything that you can tolerate that gets you into a different place headwise.

Have you ever gone to a knitting or crocheting or painting or photography group?

. . . . Or maybe connect to something that used to work for you in the past.



The last few days, I spent hours listening to bands on Youtube.
The music got me out of my head a little.


Take care of yourself.

If this does not make sense, please ignore my post.

M