I would want to try the chemo too.

I'm glad you talked to your sponsor about the drinking.
And she was so good at listening for lack of a better word.

Also glad you will meet with her and continue the meetings.
I think that is good. I'm still rooting that you can stop this
some time.

Now about the melantonin, yes some kids especially need 20mg
of that. My grandson for one example did. But he had to take
his two hours before we wanted him to go to bed.
But after a while we would have to raise his dosage, so when
he got to the 20 mg. We talked to the pediatrician and he
prescribed amtrippline. Spelled it wrong. Its for both sleep and
migraines.

It works.

I realize you don't have migraines, but Ive heard of it being prescribed
for just sleep. My husband was prescribed it for migraines and when
he took it he would sleep after a hour or two.

Donna