today i think i got out of my depression. I kept on thinking that I am not alone ever and that God is always with me. That helped big time. I have to keep on reminding myself that over and over again. I think that can handle my being old and alone and suffer the ups and downs of being bipolar. I just finished a book I liked and think I had already read. I can't wait to start another book by Patricia Oliver.
I might buy a new cellphone from tracfone. I got my bill from consumercellular and instead of 15 dollars a month with taxes etc it was about 20 a month. I can buy a smartphone tracfone with a year's service all for either 59 dollars or 79 dollars. I am waiting to hear from Robert to see what he thinks.