I gave her about four boxes and I am so nervous about money I don't want to buy them again. I have given her so much already, probably way too much. I can't take the pressure of typing everything down. a couple of days ago I was so happy and hadn't been happy in years. It is my bipolar. I can't figure out why that day I was so happy. I was by myself. My sleeping is atrocious. Today I was up at three and that happens a lot. Again it is my bipolar and my being out of control. No sleeping pills have worked for me. I drink a lot of soup because it is cheap. My stomach has been so upset the past months that most food doesn't appeal to me. I read a great deal. that is my primary activity. At night I watch msnbc if I can stand it. I play with my kitty cats.
writing these things every day would just be a waste and create more anxiety.
I hardly ever wake up feeling good. I wake up usually exhausted. My depression is better but I am still have depression practically all the time.
thanks for trying to help me. I go to ebay every day for momentary happiness when I buy something.
fondly
bobby
now i just got a stomach ache