Every time I go the doctors I get bad news know my kidneys are stage 3 because of all the pills to treat this RSD 40 years this June an it all going to hell im just bummed and I want to cry an crawl in a hole an just give up I have to stop taking some of the medication or I need to go on dialysis an I don’t want that so I need to deal with my pain more I don’t know how I’m going to handle it. Sorry about the rant