I am so ticked at Marci. She rarely says thank you when I give her something and I hate it when she asks for something. Yesterday I gave her three tops and of course she didn't say thank you Two were new..





she almost acts as if she was doing me a favor. She asked for a little bottle of essential oil to help her sleep. I bought a lot but I didn't feel like giving her any. She doesn't understand that I am out of control about spending and now I am worried that I will run out of money. Yesterday she mocked me and said she was bipolar. Today I bought her a bottle which has gotten me furious. I don't think I will give her xmas money. I have given her so much and if she can't figure out that I am overspending because of mental illness f@#k her.
This morning I woke up with such gas pains. the new laxative isn't working that well.