I decided that I won't give Marci any money for xmas. I am afraid it will make me very angry and she seems to expect all the many things I have given her.
Some of the things I bought expressly for her. It all has really added up. She really got me angry when she told me to give the shoes to her friends.
I am trying a strategy now so I won't create situations for myself that make me angry.What good is the medication if I keep on creating situations. I can't let fear rule me. It also feels as if I am going against God to have these angry feelings.