i haven't slept. I did have coffee. I have been listening to music all night. I joined you tube premium so there are no interruptions. I just started playing ragas. I still have my anger. Rats. I am not depressed.I think I still have the urge to buy. I noticed that parts of the bathroom floor and the groat between the tiles are dirty. I don't think Marci ever scrubbed them. rats. I might just try and if I am successful I will tell her. I think I am looking for a real fight.
II don't think she has cleaned them. They look a lot better now and I just bought two types of tile cleaners. When I get the new cleaning woman I don't want her to think that she can get away with murder and that I don't mind dirt.
It is really hard being bipolar. You can't really tell if your anger is justified or not.