that is great about your results for the most part. you are not a fraud. i bet you are fantastic making older people happier and more comfortable. I have a feeling you are gifted working with older people. you judge yourself so harshly.
that is sad. you are a special person and hope you realize some day.. I beat myself up most of my life. what a f@#kinG WASTE. BIPOLAR IS SUCH A VICIOUS ILLNESS.

LOVE YOU
BOBBY