still haven't heard from Suri. Just wrote her again. Have been obsessing about her and money. Yesterday I bought a pair of boots for 28 dollars and they retail for over 150 dollars. I couldn't resist. today hopefully I will buy nothing. I have to go the doctors to pick up medicine. My balance is better so probably I can't tolerate fanapt. He is starting me now on a small dosage this time..
I lost two pounds. I just had meat and coffee with half and half yesterday will try to do the same today. also obsessing about how much to give the workers in this building for xmas. They all probably think I have a lot of money because of all the packages I get. oh well.
am going to cancel my dental appointment for wednesday. I don't feel that great. I wish I heard from Suri.
love
bobby