I really am upset about Suri. I had finally tears in my eyes when I told my psychiatrist about her. I haven't been able to cry in years. I love her so much.
Now I am even drinking more wine.I ordered a small chocolate cake and freshdirect is giving me free candy bars.. I am sort of afraid of the wine. I can't seem to stand the pain.
Bizi I don't know why I want certain food and have good food spoiling in my refrigerator.. I think I am trying to feel good eating certain foods, drinking wine and buying so many things. It is a different kind of depression. There is hardly any control..I am really angry that I am bipolar. I really screwed up my life. I cam't seem to forgive myself.
robert came over with danny. he finished the desk. it looks great. then he really liked one of my flashlights and he liked the color blue.i gave it to him. he has
hardly taken anything for himself. he sounded happy when i told him i ordered two pairs of boots for danny.
love
bobby