Bobby,

That's funny about how Danny would have eaten the shoes.
YES to forgiving yourself. (Actually I'm not sure what the site says.)
You did not doing anything upsetting on purpose. The bipolar takes over.


I don't think I like the idea of "forgiving." If we are out of our minds
so to speak then we did not do anything wrong.
Maybe the "forgiving" has to do with "accepting" that we were not in control(because the bipolar took control.)

How do you see the "forgiving?"


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I've had events of being out of control. The one that I am remembering
was the fit I threw in the "waiting room" / lobby of the in-patient
hospital I checked myself into. I was so worked up about not being seen immediately that I was moving lobby furniture
around (Turned a sofa upside down by myself).

They grabbed me and gave me an injection and put me in a room by myself with the door partially open so I could be watched.
Even with the drug in my system, was yelling and kept it up for a while.

M