maybe accepting that we are out of control is better than forgiving. the events are out of our control and I know they can be repeated even though i know the rational side says it is so wrong..
now I am going off of farnapt, the side effects bother me and it isn't leveling me out. even though today I said I wouldn't go to ebay I have been there twice.. I didn't see anything I wanted..
how can you think rationally but have little control and what can you do with overwhelming emotions.
fondly
bobby with little impulse control.

you must have felt so much pain. i am so sorry