I didn't start tapering the farnapt but just stopped cold turkey. I don't know where my spill slitter is. I will look harder tomorrow. I do feel better.I don't know what he is going to give me. Today I wound up thinking a lot about my first boyfriend. When I was in eight grade I knew I was going to take him to my senior prom. I saw in my early twenties just before I left to go to Italy to marry an Italian. That didn't work out because he wanted me to marry him immediately and I didn't. I should have called steve back.I guess I screwed up again. I think he loved me.