wow he sounds like a cool guy. How upsetting that move must have been! Did it take you long to get over him? I forgot how many times you were forced to move. It must have been very hard to keep on making friends.The moving must have been unstabilizing and contributing to you bipolar. When did you symptoms start to appear. Mine started early. I used to have tons of nightmares and wanted to sleep with my sister. I was afraid to put my legs all the way down the bed because I was afraid there were creatures down there. I was totally normal taking care of my father when he was drunk which was normal. I was also paranoid/ which mostly went away when I got my hammy and morgy.

i went cold turkey. dumb