I am getting paranoid. I have been trying to go to bed at 6:30 because of my stomach problems. I thought robert was angry at me. This morning I found an email from him that he understood my grief and he would see me this weekend. I don't know what I would do without Robert! I spend an hour or more worrying about it and should have just checked my email again.
I bought dried fruit and prunes. They really helped. I bought benefiber and started taking it today. I also cleared up a billig mistake at the pharmacy-their mistake.
Yesterday I just had the dried fruit and and a bowl of noodle soup. Being bipolar and dealing with deep grief is too much. I would see the pdoc next month but it would cost me about 155 dollars. His presence comforts me.
love
bobby