I have watched the impeachment too much. I am still so lonely after the loss of Suri but keep on reminding myself that she is not suffering.
I finally listened to Josh Groban all night. I got on the scale finally and gained 3 pounds. I read a scary story about instant ramen noodles and through them all out.
I have to change my life. Last night I dreamt I was sleeping with my sister.
I think I am going to force myself to use my bike twice a day and to straighten up more.. Hopefully I will build up my endurance and then take little walks outside instead of being isolated in my apartment.
I am going to have a friendly visitor come once a month. He likes me and asked dorot if he could do it He is very bright and nice and unusual.. I hope it works out.
The antidepressant is working now. I woke up so very depressed. I have to help myself.
Love
bobby