yesterday my paranoia went through the roof. I convinced myself that I was probably going to have am operation because I had no urge to go to the bathroom and then as usual I woke up in the middle of the night wit cramps and thought I had stomach cancer. I think since Suri died I had cramps in the middle f the night. This morning I went and was so relieved. I looked up the symptoms of stomach cancer and had very few.
Then Joyce said that.Pudge had an eye infection and I should her to the vets. I don't see it and I hate to spend the money but I am so worried in case Joyce is right I will take her.
My stomach is still upset from the laxatives. I bought a lot of ginger for my stomach and now have to throw it out because it inteferes with my diabetes medication.
my anxiety is still threw the roof. i might take an extra klonopin. i don't know what to eat.I finally had bought some steak but the next day is when I had no urge to go. I will throw it out. i am so exhausted.