I understand the concern about money. I don't work, nor do I feel qualified for anything anymore (not to mention the stress of finding reference contacts. I've pretty much lost contact with anyone who could do that).

That being said, I just try to have faith that things will work out and be thankful for what I have now. And even when things look scary, I believe that I'll get help from somewhere. It's not easy, but it's all I've got!