Thanks! Well, I'm just trying to push through what I've gotta do and just trust my instincts...but I also talked to a few folks about it and how I might best communicate (?) myself. (Why can't I think of the right word? Guess I'm just too mentally exhausted...or it's just my typical dumbness :P ) Um...i also was able to exercise a bit some and I'm trying to focus my time on my hubby when the opportunity is there and try to confine my stress to only those moments when I'm taking it to get the job done...it's difficult at the end of the day though, when I'm just tired and anxious and sad thoughts abound, but i try to remember and repeat positive affirmations and remember gratitude.

Thanks To you too! I think I'm actually talked out right now and it might not be wise to keep talking about the topic. Meh! I suppose I could just say that I'm feeling misunderstood and having difficulty communicating my needs to someone...or when I do, I feel guilty for doing so...but I shouldn't, right? Just feeling in conflict with this person and it sucks because I want to like them and be liked by them. Um...i think that's the core of it.