I'm not sure I can say anything more than I've already said (at least I'm pretty sure I sent my condolences. Yea, I think I did the day you were leaving).
Still, you're special to me, in that ive known you the longest and I've come to cherish our relationship here and from PC, so I want you to know again that I'm sorry for your losses and your current struggles with the hypomania. As I said in my thread to you, I hope taking a PC break, while we do miss you there and it sounds like you miss some things about it (or most, but definitely not the stress), is beneficial to your wellbeing. I mean, given all that has happened lately and is happening, I think you are doing somewhat better, right?
And Bizi, if you ever get too bored, why don't you start some game thread or something like that where we can quickly respond and keep each other company. Also, keep in mind my PM is always open too. Hugs!