I am having a hard time shutting my brain off.
went to bed at midnight and was awake until 2am got up disempacted myself of hard stool then took 1mg of klonipin and went to sleep. slept for the most part until 7, then back to sleep and got up at 9. feel good.
I only have so many klonipin left.
I tried the cbd oil 2 nights

tried200mg hydroxyzine

That is all I have
1mg of klonipin is the only thing that works.
and I don't have a legal prescription for it.
I am going to ask for labs from dr. Orazio for a chem profile and tegretol level.
I have gotten hyponatrimia low sodium, on trileptal in the past.
and I am taking a high dose of the tegretol xr, 400mg bid to get it barely in the therapuetic range.


Rest today if you can.
I have to see my lovely client at 2 out of town.

We are still going to get our chris' gumbo just to go.for lunch.
and then I leave at 2 pm.
They announced that all non medical people are to close doing manicures, pedicures, hair stylist, massage therapist who can't maintain a 6 feet distance, to close down, not me!.
the key wording is non medical so I get to stay in business.
yea!
I am only seeing about 2 people a day....some times 3 but between teaching and the cleaning disinfecting I have been running 2 hours per client. but with time I should be able to cut that down.


Just to repeat what I am going to do in regards to the impaction of stool.
I am going to cvs to buy:
Mag citrate liquid and take the whole bottle.
buy colace 100mg and take that twice a day and

miralax, one dose daily.
and stop talking the laxatives!
bizi