I Accept that I am bipolar, having ups and downs.

But, We are having normal reactions to this crisis like most other people!

But it is extra hard on us!!!!!!! and more of a challenge.

ups, downs, with each others support we will get by and you will too.
Thank you for trusting me/us!!!!.







Firstly, I want to let you know that I slept well last night with out the klonipin!
I am so glad!!!!!, just my normal night meds. Yesterday, I left a snippy message about not getting iton my pdocs answering machine. today called in to apoligize for that and actually got charmaine on the phone when I called today!!!!!!!!


I laughed and cried with charmaine from dr. orazios office.
I am so blessed with her and her staffed. and told them so.
A side effect from the tegretol, I am having some urinary incontinence....up 3 times to pee. No changes in meds at this time.

there is medication for that but I don't remember what that is, she told me to call if it gets worse. She would be in the office all week.

WOW!!!!, such reassurance!!!!!!



I have interacted with my family and friends this morning and told them I loved them and am bipolar, ups and downs(because I sound "crazy") to reassure them.

I think They understood this.!!!!
Same with Jeff
("I love you and need you")

same with you guys. This forum.
I am so blessed!!!!!
I am going to take a shower.....
and we all know how I feel about that!

Just to reiterate....
I am just bipolar and I really am OK!


I will be on here off and on thru out the day but not all the time as jeff needs this for teaching from home his students and we are sharing this computer.


love you
bizi