I actually could probably think of plenty to journal about, but I'm like just feeling really tired and maybe a little low even lately. It's pms, but also the income loss (did I tell you guys he also got a pay cut in addition to losing the bonus and raise?!), and of course this sneaking suspicion that he's trying to be nice to me lately so I don't push for therapy (couples therapy or maybe both idk). But yeah, so just blah lately. Not to mention, I keep dreaming about kitties and babies and I miss all of those right now due to the social distancing. :/ oh, and my binging and lack of desire to exercise and the added result of not being able to sleep earlier because I sleep in later. I'm back to being a mess! But hey! At least I'm getting my word counts in for the writing camp!!...so far. :P