I'm presently without a pet. I am sorry to say I am trapped in a cruel world dictated by the voices, especially one in particular. He uses stabbing pains to control me. At least one of the other voices also uses pain jabs sometimes but other times is friendly. Anyway, my life is very difficult, & obviously not normal. But I manage. Thank goodness for online places to go without going anywhere. And I learn a lot & have fun. Thank you for letting me be here.