You sound like there are several issues you may have. The first thing I noticed was how PTSD you sound, maybe I wrong but worth checking out. I went PTSD after stopping Lyrica the withdrawals can be that bad. If you do have some PTSD it will interfere with your ability to properly discern all your symptoms. Good Luck I have been trying for over 6 years to get an appt with a neurologist but when they find out it started with Lyrica the cancel my appt. I have tried in 8 states and they just do not like to deal with the adverse effects, I have referrals from 3 different doctors but still no appt.