I must be really depressed. I feel so awful. things could be so much worse. I take a bath and wash my hair every other day. On Friday I spoke with my new friend and it sped by. She has really traveled. she worked for her company in Prague for two years. She only spent five years in India when she was born up to 5. She has been all over Europe she spent years in Japan going to school. She has been to other far east countries.
I spoke at length to my second oldest friend for a long time yesterday. I finally asked her daughter sarah was diagnosed with wilms tumor a little before 1. She started having a fever in the morning and lost her appetite. She was given a 98 percent chance of survival but died at 2 1/2. Kathy's died of lung cancer at 56. Kathy had a few melanomas on her leg. Her dermatologist is Michael Jacobs and he is renowned for spotting melanomas so ear;y. His office is in the east 70's.
She and her husband who are almost my age walked an 1 1/2 each way to his office because of a funny looking pimple on her lip. It is malignant and she has to weight a month and a half to have it removed. The surgeon's office is closed til june. eek.
yesterday i cut off a lot of pudge's mats. i think she is more comfortable now. the new electric clipper looks nice. right now i have too much anxiety to use it. i always clipped hammy and morgy with an electric clipper. pudge's front claws need to be clipped before they grow into her pads . robert took her to a friend who could only do her back claws. robert knows somebody else who might be able to groom pudge. because of the times i can't take her where i used to take her for grooming.
i started using my diffuser because my anxiety is so high. i am also throwing out a lot of supplements etc because my stomach is no loner hurting and my place is such a f@#king mess.
I have also been hoarding toilet paper.