I am on lamictal and a lot of other meds to sleep and address my anxiety.
lamictal is my only mood stabilizer.


I am on a lot of haldol, 30 day injector type and then 5mg twice a day with cogentin. twice a day as well.
my main pill for anxiety is tofrnil, it makes me nervous because it is an anti depressant useful for treating anxiety. I also take 1mg of klonipin the am and 2mg at night!!!!!
It took a nervous break down to get klonipin back in my life again,sigh....
It is 9pm and I have been up about 11 hours and I am yawning.
I like the PA that I saw again Lauren PA, I asked her if I could have her as my provider? She said yes, so that is great!!!!!


I am disassociation a lot, For about 20 minutes I felt a sleep.
While I was hospitalized I would zone out of my body and see myself in a coffin it had a small light in it,,,I would call out jeffs name and he would never answer me they felt so real. Like I got lost 2 times in the building....
I could go on and on about my dreams vs reality, I left there worse then I went in.
jeff was so angry no one call him back he tried every day to speak to a pdoc...to no avail.


I need to go to sleep now we may watch downton abbey together.
that would be nice.


bizi