I am so irritable. I hate being mentally ill. all day I had a stomach ache. I didn't pay attention to the cats. That is a new one. I prayed to God and that didn't help. I can't find the remote to the air conditioner. Tonite is the first time this year I used the ac. I am freaking out about that. My neighbor who hasn't been friendly rang my bell and handed me a tiramisu which I love. David called for a little while. Last night I talked with my friendly visitor.
I don't feel like listening to music. I cann't seem to concentrate to read.
I don't know how to help myself. I am going to be 76 in another week.
I found my address book under a bookcase. I searched for it so much and then gave up. How did it get under the bookcase?
I should be so f#$king grateful. I am just so irritable.