IBS is acting up tonight from stress of late. Also, what is abbreviated as EM has been flaring up past few days too. (It's my autoimmune disorder. I haven't explained it really here yet) but the IBS is more pressing. I am so tired of stress and anxiety. Thinking of skipping coffee.

Anxiety from trying to juggle home crap with this therapy crap. I don't want to jinx it, but I think I'm making headway. Will call the t's office again tomorrow and try to get an appointment. Then more anxiety about how and where I'm going to do the sessions. But trying to remember one step at a time.

Also, the eye seems much better. Oddly, it's showing more now though (the bump), but maybe it was just too red and sore before to get a good look (it's inside the lid. Eek! Gross! Blech! ) Eye stuff does cringe me out, but it's kinda cool to see it and hopefully confirm it's a stye and nothing worse. What ****** me off is I looked it up and told hubby it's from stress not necessarily the internet. I use the internet all the time, but this stress and discord has been awful lately. He just says "fine. Do whatever and be miserable as long as you want". I swear to God...i mean, it is healing even, but does he bother to notice or ask how im feeling? No! Grr.

Sigh! Deep breath. I told him I'm sick tonight so he needs to make coffee. Let's see if he actually does it. He was whining. I mean, I know he's having long days too, but he doesn't even recognize that anyone else, especially me who "has it made! Has a lifeothers dream of!" could possibly be stressed or tired. (Gee, I really Hope I remember these arguments for my appointments... meh! Tummy ache again!...oh, false alarm? Oh Ok good)

Ok, but I do know I need to rest my eye, but I still don't believe internet caused it. Ok, resting now. I'm preoccupied lately, but I do think of all of you and try to keep up to date offline...i am missing some, and will probably forget even more, lol, but I am trying and I do care.

*grouphug*

Edit: I'm reading all your comments here too but kinda tried to answer all in one post...but yet, wanted to say that Bizi, your comment was most helpful. If internet, both eyes and the hot compress thing.. I have been doing the hot compress since you mentioned it (2 Or 3 days) k bye folks!