I am obsessing about my new therapist who is an optimist. I am already really angry at him. He sent me a joke to make me happy about robert klein doing a joke on a colonoscopy. It got me sad and angry. the therapist might be a f@#king a#$shole. I don't think he gets it and I don't know what to do.
at this stage I don't know if anybody can help me. we are having a session at 11 am today I also have gad so I am already worried about what if I get the virus, what will happen to my cats. I am worried about filling out my new lease. I worried so much when I couldn't find the remote to my ac. I worry that I am going to have constant stomach aches and discomfort from being isolated and all the stress and doing dumb things. I should have never stayed up all night to read a book.
I did feel good when I heard this morning that the latest poll said Biden was ahead by 11 points. I worry so much about this nation.
My former friend hasn't called to apologize and I am positive she won't. I used to speak to hear almost every day. Now I hardly speak to anyone except Marci who comes on Monday and Tuesday for four hours.
My birthday is on Saturday and for years Alice would take me out to dinner.