Dear Bobby, I wish there was a way to alleviate all the stress you're feeling. I think your body is just acting out in the only way it knows how to do. Maybe you could think of your body & its billions of cells as your children & talk to them every day, reassuring them that you love them & are keeping them safe. I believe that our bodies believe what we believe. I hope that doesn't sound silly or ridiculous to you. I don't know any more than you do or anyone else. I just have feelings like this. Maybe part of it can help you? Hugs & love!