I have been fixing my meds for the past 5 weeks.
Jeff lied to her and said he was monitoring my meds.
He is not and doesn't want to. and I don't either.
This was one condition of her accepting me...
another thing is that she wants me in therapy 2 times a week.
lord only knows how often she wants to see me.
She doesn't take our insurance. I was just off work for 9 weeks and

we had to take money out of our line of credit against our home equity.
Thank goodness we have that our credit cards have high interest rates,

the line of credit has 4% interest rate vs. credit cards

being a lot higher like 19%-24% ouch!I am working a lighter
load mostly seeing 3 clients a day when I used to see 4 average a day.
I saw 3 people today I am working the weekend also seeing
4 on saturday and 3 on sunday then 3 on monday.

It feels great working again, I am tired but that is

because for 9 weeks I sat and did nothing.

I am weak.
jeff rubbed my back when I asked him. It felt great!

We have been watching reruns of downton abbey and love the show.
we watch it around 10pm it is only 45 long...
but we still manage to stay up until 12midnight.

My alarm goes off at 745am but I frequently stay in

bed hitting snooze for several times the alarm gets

louder with each snooze. I sometimes just turn if off

then go back to sleep which is dangerous might over
sleep.
Jeff has been helping me get up which I appreciate so much.
bizi