since I got that lovely email from management I am no longer fearful that I could lose my apartment and have no place to go. that was where the terror was from. If I made a mistake on the lease I am now sure they would let me fix it. I am hardly watching the news on tv so my anxiety and anger are greatly reduced . I do skim the times and washington post.. i just plan to read a lot of novels and try not to eat as much.
love and kisses
bobby