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Old 07-26-2007, 11:59 AM
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Angry Now I have to hide my meds grrrrrrrrrrrr

As I said in another post, I had a good day yesterday.
Dirk gave me some money to do what I wanted. To get me out of house and have some fun,or if I needed money for the dentist, if all went well at the Dentist and it did.

After the dentist, I went to this store ROSS where everything is discounted, but all brand names.
I bought a pretty white sun dress, a shirt, and a bathing suit for him. He really likes it a lot.

I had bought him one and he had had one, and some T-shirts for work and a dress shirt a week or so ago. But, as much as we go to the pool, he really needs to have a few bathing suits.

Then I went for a tanning session, since I haven't been able to keep up my tan, due to being ill with the migraines/teeth.

Then we met at this local place for a cocktail, Dirk gets out of work at 2pm, he goes in for 5am. Then back to my house and went to the pool. It wasn't too hot and it was just the 2 of us.

Well came back home and he cooked chicken on the grill. I made her plate up and she said I don't want to eat, I just ate some cherry pie. That was another slap in the face, but she bit her nose to spite her face or whatever that saying is.

I went into my bedroom - my door was open, which is strange because when I go out I always close it, so the dogs don't get into anything.

I found my mom's glass's on my vanity. I asked her what she was doing, she said she took a oxycodone. Well, I got angry, I told she can't be just taking my meds, she said she needed one for pain. I said do you know what could happen with all the meds you take, she said so what if I die. Also, she was dressed, like she was going out.

All in all, she assumed I would be right back from the dentist, and I guess planned to go out, without asking me or telling me her plans. So, she got pissy and decided to take whatever she did take, I will never know.

This isn't the first time I caught her, once I did red handed when I walked in.

So, now I have to take all my meds out of the medicine cabinet in my bathroom/vanity medicine cabinet and hide them.

I need this like a hole in the head. She didn't say much, cause Dirk was here, and she knew I was right.

Just a perfect ending to a wonderful day, she seems to always put a stick in me, when she thinks or knows I am having a good day,, which she knew when we walked in then went to the pool for a bit. I even called her from my cell and said I wouldn't be home right after the dentist, I was meeting Dirk and so on. At 48 I still feel I need to check in. God help me.

Had to vent this. She never knows what day it is, and here she is taking my meds. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr She causes stress, she is so toxic for me.

Hugs, Nikko
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