that was so adorable. I spoke with a Rabbi yesterday.
she is so nice and will call me next monday. I asked her what God wants of me and am I being punished. She read to me psalm 91 which I will read and said a beautiful prayer for me and mentioned Suri in it. I told her how I got rid of two long term friends because they were toxic and now I hardly have any friends.
I spoke with the volunteer Aaron later. We talked for an hour. It was so wonderful. He said his wife has talk him so much about kindness and before he was focused on school and getting ahead. He feels a lot of pain because his father is a trump supporter. He said this is our last week but he will call Dorot to see if we can continue talking. i was so flattered. i finally told him i was bipolar. he said visionaries are often mentally ill. wow.
love and kisses
bobby