it is a he and he is an optimist. i just worry about everything and he has repeatedly told me that practically all things work out. the buspar hasn't helped the worrying. It makes me more tired and I have more difficulty in concentrating. Now I can think of Suri without pain but peace. I am so terrified of the virus and trump and the post office it is just making my ibs worse. Last night I tried magnesium o and it might have worked. I still have a lot of gas. I am still spending too much money. I have seen a few cockroaches which I haven't seen in so many years. the building's exterminator is coming on thursday. at first I was afraid to tell them. yesterday I threw out a lot of paper and didn't have the energy to shred.
I have lost a few pounds because most foods don't feel appetizing.
love
bobby