I am too anxious to meditate but I must start riding the bike. my stomach is so off that I really don't cook. Today I did make oatmeal and now have a stomach ache with gas. No food really appeals to me except ice cream. I have traveled a lot when I was younger and now when I think of traveling I think of my disability,age and money worries. journals and blogs except for this one just sounds like work.
love
bobby