i can't use the free car service. i might have to wait 10 minutes before it comes and no way can i stand that long. that is so depressing. it is so hard to be both disabled and bipolar. i was partially using the excuse of saving that money to buy more clothes. i was also fighting depression. at least i haven't gone out and bought scotch. i have really been thinking of that to try to beat the depression.
my father was an alcoholic because he finally told me it made him feel good.