the senior center has been closed since the virus but I had stopped going when my friend killed himself a few years ago. I tried meals on wheels and a kosher one but I didn't like one and the other had some delicious stuff but was too fastening.
the nutritionist told me everything I knew but did say how important muscle was. I tried my bike for a few minutes. It didn't hurt but when I got off and tried to walk I was in so much pain. I have trouble sitting down because I am afraid I am going to fall. I can only stand for a few minutes. I started eating hamburgers in microwave. I have arugula and snap peas. The food is delivered and my wonderful doorman puts the food in the elevator and I get it or else a porter brings it up. I think they are afraid I am going to fall and I am weak so I can;t carry anything much and have to use my cane. My shoulder also really still hurts. Two of my doctors know about this but didn;t suggest xrays or anything, just time. I also order chinese food.
My spending is outrageous, I don't quite understand why I got back into the market. I lost so much years ago. I was so manic a monkey could have done better. I am also going to change my ira which will have more risk.
I heard frim aaron via email. He did try to call me on Friday but my phone wasn't working for a while and I didn't know it.
I have been speaking to a really sweet pastoral intern once a week.. I have moments during the week when I have lovely contact with volunteers.
can you believe I am drinking coffee and got out of bed to buy some batteries. I lost one of my kindles.
My friend alice doesn't think I am crazy. I asked her, She said nobody thinks that.
I am making progress on the roach situation.
My muscles were so bruised. I stumbled today.
love
bobby