I was so obsessed and scared over money tonight. I couldn't escape it. I was so tormented and tried to read something inspirational but I was locked in. I used to be a whiz in math but since my stroke I have trouble with it, I couldn't figure out how much money I had to survive. My best friend pays my rent, I got paranoid because this month she hadn't paid my rent, At night I wrote her and asked about it. I was scared sh@tless and thought I had f@#ked up. She answered me and said she deposited the check today. I don't think she knows how bad my math skills are now. She went to a surgeon with me after
the operation and he demonstrated how I now was unable to do things in math. I am leaving her everything I have. It could be a lot if I die soon.
I guess we just gained an hour.
Love
bobby